It's like a gloomy afternoon in my bedroom, curtains shut tight, music playing yet, I'm not feeling almost gloomy. I have heaps of thoughts going through my brain spiraling the entire of my back brain. Time really does fly, like the passe saying. I've been in Adelaide for almost 2 years. Not exactly very long, but long enough to feel attached. I could still remember the first day I touched down, the places I've been and food I've eaten. For some reasons, these memories felt ancient to me. First year in Aussie was hell loads of crazy fun. Honestly, how could you ever keep fresh released free birdies down?
This year, however, was entirely different. I feel so grown up (haha), not exactly mentally or intellectually (I wished!) but really, the lifestyle. Maybe someone walked into my life and changed me. The funny part is, I was NEVER a clean and organised person to begin with. Apparently, I'm slowly joining forces with the i-can't-stand-dirt team. Perhaps I am starting to appreciate the 'dream come true'. My life right now, is exactly what I wished for a few years back. Still, as fun as it seems to sound, we had our "rolling in the deep days".
I learnt to be less dependent ( i have my doubts) and I learnt how to enjoy living solo (have my doubts yet again), in fact I've learnt to love things i don't initially do. I'll be graduating very soon and all these recollections of my memories made up the fondest album in my university life. I'm really glad I chose to come here and study.
And well, I'm extremely freakingg happy that Kel and I also choose to stay on and live together.
I believe in meant to be, I always do.